when that happened
all i felt is down and cold
thinking i cant hold long
and do one thing i know its wrong
but i one day i woke up realizing how fool i am
why must i end my life
when there are still people loving and longing for me
now, i am facing the reality
fighting for something i know i can explain
well, one thing is for sure
i am on process and i know
its about to end
maybe not know but in the future.

sometimes, we have to lie to prevent the feeling of emptiness
